This aching heart all filled up with pain, Overwhelming the thought just to maintain
Long restless nights and wasted weary days, becoming more frequent of my un-structured ways
The tired crowd, once my biggest fans, one by one throw up their hands
So I’m left lifeless and frozen as I watch them walk away, Looks on their face of helpless dismay
It’s not then till I realize what I’ve thrown away
It starts to get cold and begins to rain, the daylight escapes me as I’m left there in pain
Feeling defeat like a slap in the face, as the strong, stormy winds, show me no grace
So alone once again, myself to blame, I shoulda been wiser when I chose the game
Now I battle the storm that’s deep within, tears streaming, when will they end..
Will I ever own back the life I once knew… Or the best part of me gone, too lost to pursue?
